Looking in the direction of my journey in Life to start the morning



Bird Droppings November 26, 2024
Looking in the direction of my journey in
Life to start the morning

“Beginnings start in the east – from where the sun rises, we begin a new dawn. Each day is a good new day with a fresh beginning, a new start. East is the direction of the physical body and newness, including children and newborns. It is the time of change for all, a new beginning, new ideas, and seeing the light. The color yellow is the path of Life, to begin the walk as a warrior, to shine in all that you do. The sun rising in the east empowers each of us. The energy to do and to begin the action of the mind and heart is there. Animals of wings and flight from the east include the hummingbird, the owl, and the hawk. Our words are given to the east that the smoke in the air or the voices in the air may be carried to Spirit.” Tree Song

Yesterday, I was outside much earlier in the morning and driving around, taking pictures of the sunrise. I had been showing low tire pressure as the cold came in, and I had to adjust my car computer. Before I walked out, I was listening to the sounds of the morning near a spot where I had been sitting for nearly eighteen years in our backyard, facing an open field. Many sounds are just beginning to awaken as the sunrises each morning. The stillness and solitude of early morning on some occasions are sometimes off in the distance, broken by a rooster calling, or generally more likely starters for the morning are crows and mockingbirds. Today, it was a mockingbird that came to visit as I sat listening and watching the sun come up. It has been some time since I have heard a rooster crow from my doorstep.

“Sioux Morning prayer – Let your voice whisper righteousness in our ears through the East Wind at the break of day. Let us be blessed with love for all our brothers & sisters on Earth so we may truly live in peace. Let us have good health mentally & physically to solve our problems and accomplish something for future generations. Let us be sincere to ourselves and make the world a better place to live. Aho Mitakuye Oyasin” Unknown Author Traditional Sioux prayer

The Sioux end prayers and meditations with the phrase Aho Mitakuye Oyasin, which means All My Relations. Many will question or wonder why it ends with such a vague phrase. But to the Indian, all about is part of who they are, and it is to all that they offer this Morning Prayer or thought. I did not write yesterday as I got caught up in Christmas shopping for my grandkids. I recall playing and enjoying time with my granddaughter a few years back. We watched Finding Nemo a million times, searched for a very specific stuffed animal, made smoothies, and basically just did things a four-year-old enjoys and wore an old man out.

I went home yesterday after my shopping excursion, sat and watched a downloaded movie for about an hour, and fell asleep so I could get an earlier start today. While I did not write yesterday, I am catching up on reading and writing while waiting for my car to get serviced this past weekend till this afternoon; I posted and shared several items. I kept in touch.

“I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.” Henry David Thoreau

Nearly ten years ago, my mother gave me a copy of her notes on my childhood years growing up. One is a story of how, when I was very small, around three years of age, I ran away. I actually only went across the street into the woods. I will tell the entire story one day, but since I was young, I have enjoyed the solitude of the woods and nature. Most recently, in another dream, I was again on that same path leading to a small cave where a medicine man was sitting. There have been many times in the various pathways of my Life where I would find places to go and be alone with nature. Seldom have I been confined long in a place where I cannot escape to the calls of the wild and sunrise. Recently, a friend posted photos of Cumberland Island, which lies along the Georgia Coast and is protected. It is considered a wilderness area and off-limits to most exploitation. Sunrise on Cumberland with no one for miles can be pretty spectacular. It would be best if you camped on the island, however, to see a Cumberland sunrise, which I have had the pleasure of several times. While I started with the east today, it is about the word direction that I am writing.

“I am always doing things I can’t do; that’s how I get to do them.” Pablo Picasso

I raised the question of purpose recently with a former student, and in an email last night, an idea had me thinking. A dear friend said four people raised the issue of purpose in Life recently, and she is now seeking her purpose. Before I went out, I wrote back to her, for me, it is not what is my purpose, as much as I have purpose and knowing you are significant in each aspect of what you do, borrowing from the Sioux again, Aho Mitakuye Oyasin. Over the years, I always thought I would one day open my eyes and see “My purpose,” and I have come to understand it is not a destination; that is my purpose; it is very much a journey.

It was many years ago that I experienced a vision or a dream of a giant jigsaw puzzle falling into place that sorted it out for me. I could not see the puzzle front; every time I tried to look, it would turn away, revealing the gray backing. I had to be content to know it was falling in place piece by piece, and each piece was more intricate than the last. As we sought direction on our journey, I thought we had a powerful friend in our faith. Doors will open as they need to. I spent nearly two years sorting out where I was to go, working with disadvantaged families and receiving enough to cover cell phone and mileage. A door opened in teaching, and even then, I was presented with tests. Five times, my name was presented by a principal who wanted me to teach, and four times, I was turned down. On September 11, 2001, I was allowed to go back into teaching as a long-term substitute.

I have used the illustration of a puzzle often over the years and throw the word purpose about now and again. There is an aspect of our journey in which we are directly involved, and that is direction, which way we are facing as we take that next step.

“We stand now where two roads diverge. However, unlike the roads in Robert Frost’s familiar poem, they are not equally fair. The road we have long been traveling is deceptively easy, a smooth superhighway on which we progress with great speed, but at its end lays disaster. The other fork of the road, the one less traveled by, offers our last, our only chance to reach a destination that assures the preservation of the Earth.” Rachel Carson

I was looking this morning for words dealing with direction. Each time I tried, mapping and directions came up. My oldest son finished his GPS certification many years ago. He was working with an environmental science class at the high school, mapping trees and positioning using GPS devices for a project, and it hit me how focused and reliant we have become on technology. We are at a point in our technology where we can ascertain that Sumatra moved 20 centimeters in the huge earthquakes of years past. But so often, we have a hard time determining where we are going today, let alone in Life.

“The path of least resistance and least trouble is a mental rut already made. It requires troublesome work to undertake the alternation of old beliefs. Self-conceit is often regards it as a sign of weakness to admit that a belief to which we have once committed ourselves is wrong. We get so identified with an idea that it is literally a “pet” notion, and we rise to its defense and stop our eyes and ears to anything different.” John Dewey

I can always find a spot for a Dewey quote. Dewey is not the easiest read in the world; often, his thoughts are in details we are not used to. Far too often, teachers look for an easy fix to a complicated issue. In Life, far too many times, we take the easy road.

“Instead of looking at life as a narrowing funnel, we can see it ever widening to choose the things we want to do, to take the wisdom we’ve learned and create something.” Liz Carpenter

“You don’t have to buy from anyone. You don’t have to work at any particular job. You don’t have to participate in any given relationship. You can choose” Harry Browne.

Many see life as a funnel, a narrowing down rather than a spreading out. It has been many years since I walked the Appalachian Trail in North Georgia. Often, when walking up a mountain, some switchbacks would be used rather than a direct ascent. A switchback is a path that cuts back and forth up the mountain rather than straight up, and with a heavy pack, a direct route is often impossible. In physics, displacement is the straight line distance between two points, but few could do that in the mountains.

“The way to activate the seeds of your creation is by making choices about the results you want to create. When you make a choice, you activate vast human energies and resources, which otherwise go untapped. All too often, people fail to focus their choices upon results, and therefore, their choices are ineffective. If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is compromise.” Robert Fritz

So often in life, it is the first step, or opening the door is difficult. When I did go back to teaching, I could have stopped at first rejection. I applied to five or six schools. I was not certified, and in order to get a provisional certification, you have to be employed, which is an interesting paradox. For some reason, a principal thought I might work out and kept pushing, and at the board meeting, I was hired, then called back. My sister, whom I recommended, had been hired so that I couldn’t work there. Then my name did not make a meeting, and a second effort was defeated, and a third and fourth. Finally, a teacher had a nervous breakdown and was out indefinitely, and a long-term sub was needed and eventually a teacher. The board made allowances for my sister and me, which started on September 11, 2001.


It was many months later, when the principal was putting a list together, that I was asked what day I started, and I couldn’t remember; it was the week after Labor Day and a Tuesday because approval was needed on Monday. The first step is the roughest many times.

“You are the person who has to decide. Whether you’ll do it or toss it aside, you are the person who makes up your mind whether you’ll lead or linger behind. Whether you’ll try for the goal that’s afar. Or just be contented to stay where you are.” Edgar A. Guest

“When we acknowledge that all of Life is sacred and that each act is an act of choice and therefore sacred, then Life is a sacred dance lived consciously each moment. When we live at this level, we participate in the creation of a better world.” Dr. Scout Cloud Lee

Dr. Lee is a motivational speaker, author of twelve books, singer, songwriter, University professor, and former cast member of the Survivor series on CBS. She was voted Outstanding Teacher of the Year at Oklahoma State University in 1980 and Oklahoma’s Outstanding Young Woman in America in 1980. In 2002, Lee was honored to carry the Olympic torch, exemplifying the theme of “Light the Fire Within.” Perhaps this is a good place to stop today. Guest states, “You have to decide,” and Dr. Lee offers, “We participate in the creation of a new world.” I’ll end up with a line from an Aerosmith song

“Life is about the journey, not the destination.” Steven Tyler

Perhaps ending with a quote by Steven Tyler is a good one. Maybe he will exemplify his song and provide direction for some young people on their journeys in Life. So please, my friends, keep all in harm’s way on your mind and your heart and always give thanks namaste.

My family and friends, I do not say this lightly,

Mitakuye Oyasin

(We are all related)

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